I now have a provisional date to see the oncologist.  I am finding this part of the process very stressful.  I need about a week to assimilate what has gone on before but any longer wait to be notified of the next step is far too long for me.  I can't settle to do anything and I just want to sleep to the next date.  Where is my TARDIS when I need it?
The provisional date is next week.  I hope that things move on quickly from there.  Unless the oncologist comes up with a good reason not to have chemotherapy I intend saying to them there and then that I want to go ahead with it.

Please support me through this step of the treatment because I am scared, mainly of the unknown.  

It is difficult to find the right words to describe the wonderful friends that I have so a special mention goes to the person who brought flowers and cream cakes on Satuurday-you mean a lot to me and another special mention to that brill two cat woman in Chorlton-you are brill.

My love to you all.

Xxx